what they said was true. relationships are like glass. sometimes it’s better to leave them broken rather than hurting yourself fixing it. :’)
it actually amazes me how such little things can just set me off
it has been a heartbreaking moment for the past few days. few weeks you can say. miserable, pain, and stuffs. i was lost. where did i went wrong, mistakes i’ve made, i wonder. that have made you’ve changed. like a lot. yes, i kept on blaming myself.
i miss how things were. you, us. missing all the memories and the times we’ve had. together. up’s and down’s. the morning text. the wake up call. the fights of fear of losing us. the flirts. the warm feeling of knowing we’re always there for each other. everything. we shared them. i miss that.
knowing that you’re drifting apart. it scares me. insecurities keeps on lingering on me. the thought of someone else can make you happy rather than me really crushed me. nobody to blame, but me. i’ve tried to make things back to how they were. but maybe, it’s just too late. the more i try, the more it hurts.
coming to a sense of maybe it is time to let things go. to let it be. to let it flow. and that’s when i know it is time to give up. i lost myself in loving you. and that is when i lost you. :’)
thank you for coming my way. you’re the best thing that ever happened to me. yes. take care sunshine. i’m pretty sure you’ll find someone who’ll appreciate you more. and trust you better. thank you for the memories.
Selama ni kita selalu tanya, “Kita layak ke dgn dia?”.
Tapi kita tak pernah tanya, “Dia layak ke utk kita?”.
Makan hati byk sgt sampai takde hati dah. Macam ni la jadinya. Macam ni. Eh.